Sunday, April 14, 2013

April 2013: A Month of Firsts

What has been a long, cold winter in which I have found myself tolerating the onslaught of snow in three different states has perhaps saved its best punch for last; the arrival of a mid-April snow storm in what is supposed to be the time of year we are awaiting turkey season, not anticipating icy roads. As I look to the sky I can sense that Old Man Winter is holding tight and while his resistance is admirable he will soon fall as he always does. It is as if he is on the edge of a cliff and his grip is flagging. While his fingers reach and search for each and every crevice to dig themselves into, the tremendous force of gravity will soon pull him down and give way to a new equinox. As we await the change it is no longer a matter of if but when.

As I look back though I have little reason to complain as this has so far been a month of firsts, a spring in which I have realized the fulfillment of one of my most longstanding and sincere wishes; a month that added an equally moving ripple to my wish and a month that as is by all accounts, only half way past. I can only hope that the next two weeks live up to the preceding two.

A few weeks ago I wrote an article entitled “Encounters of the Wild Kind” in which I delved into the unexpected wildlife encounters we are often confronted with in the outdoors. But there are other times in the course of our lives in which we have these face to face meetings outside the hunting world and find a very routine day turn into something entirely beyond words. These days are the ones we talk about with friends for years to come as those moments that keep the day to day living out in agrarian America exciting.

Without divulging what I do for a living I can say that I often times find myself in the middle of nowhere, driving around in the land of no cell service where getting your truck stuck means you and your shovel are in it for the long haul (quick tip for rural living: make sure you have a shovel). Earlier this week, shortly after the sun had risen I was beginning my work day when I approached a small, inconspicuous town in east-central Minnesota.  With the brakes pressing against the wheels I could feel my rig begin to slow and then, there in front of me out of a ditch came a broad figure, moving quickly and clearly intent on beating me across the road. It took me only half a second to process the image but what I had just seem emerge from the woods and take two or three bounds across the county highway was a bobcat, my first ever.

He was beautiful and sleek, his powerful legs driving him up across the road, his short bobbed tail following suit. His coat was lighter in color, perfectly adapted for the winter wilderness. He moved with a speed and art that clearly separated him from anything I had ever come across. He looked powerful and stalwart yet realizing his vulnerability at that moment, decidedly wanted to immerse himself in the woods once again. It was as I mentioned a ripple, an anomaly, a break in the stillness of time as to go unseen by so many but presenting itself right before me. That day is a blur, I’m not even sure what I did or if I really accomplished anything but that moment was more than enough to leave me feeling thoroughly gratified. However, I had no idea at the time that the bobcat was only a precursor in what would soon be one a wildlife week worth remembering.

The very next day I woke up, still picturing the cat in my head and began my work before dawn. As the morning progressed I found myself driving down an old dirt road and without warning I was removed from the forests that lined the landscape and entered a stretch of open hay fields. With the inclination to let my eyes wander I looked over to see what I had been wanting to see since I was a teenager, what everyone should see once in their lives; the animal that is both loved and hated and the center of much debate, a wolf. And not some wolf kept for show or some wolf rehabilitating in a wildlife facility but a real live, wild Minnesota wolf. The pleasure was something bordering on ecstasy and to think about it now is to feel my cheeks tighten as a smile works its way onto my face.

I had over the years wondered if I would actually be able to spot a wolf if I were to come across one. You often hear these stories of mistaken identity (a large coyote, a domestic dog) but when I laid eyes on that animal at just over a hundred yards, I knew it instantly. His physique, size, and stature were that of an apex predator and he looked every bit the part. His head had weight to it, his body was muscular, his tail long, and his feet as big as on any canine I have ever run across. And there he stood, literally, looking dead at me, unsure whether he should run or go about his business, everything in my head hoping for the latter. It was awe-inspiring and as it turns out, unlike so many wildlife moments that are fleeting, he decided to stay a while. I rolled down the window, put my seat back and watched him as the morning moisture burned off.

I was tempted to reach back and get my camera but told myself that the seconds wasted fumbling in the back would be precious seconds I could never get back. I knew that I may never get this chance again and if I was going to watch this amazing animal I was going to see him with my own eyes, not through of that of a camera lens. And there he stayed, poking his head into gopher holes, ignoring a group of sharp-tailed grouse dancing in the distance behind him. He strolled along lifting his head every so often to look at me and then back down to the ground. I just remember thinking he was so big, so unlike anything I had ever seen in my life. It was as the Gods had seen to personally taking my wildlife wish list and were presenting me with a gift. To whoever is up there, all I can say is, “Thank you”.

Eventually the wolf would meander his way into a willow stand and fade off into the distance and I had never been so happy. I stepped out of the truck, put my hands on my head and smiled. Does it get any better? And I have to wonder, if not for hunting, would I have ever noticed him. We, over time, as hunters, develop a sort of peripheral vision, tuned in and locked in to any small movements, incredibly wild in essence. But it gives us that slight edge, that slight advantage that may just make a missed opportunity the moment of a lifetime. This was certainly one of those moments for me. I still can’t believe it, a wolf, a wild wolf. And despite the national conflict that has emerged in the past 25 years there is still something to be said by everyone in laying their eyes upon this secluded predator.

As we move onward the first will keep coming. This month is only half over and tomorrow I make my way out onto the frozen Minnesota lakes to drop my first line in for ice fishing. We’ll head out in the evening in search of freshwater crappies and bluegill, a co-worker, a seasoned fisherman preparing to show me the ropes, literally. With 30 inches of ice still bearing down on the lake’s underbelly we are assured a measure of relaxation.

Bobcats, wolves, and ice fishing...what more could an outdoorsman ask for?


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